I said something like... "Sorry for being me.."
And.
Yeah.
.Shugo//I've got a way to work this out sent 10/18/2008 6:31 PM:
That's no reason to be sorry. I like it when you're you. *frenches* what i don't like is when you're sad.


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--.: Kazeru // Eric // Ore ha tsune ni Rei wo aisuru // It's not too late, it's never too late says (7:47 PM):
-Hides crotch from.- >>;
--.: Etincelle says (7:48 PM):
>> What did you do? Cut it off and put it in a box?
--.: Kazeru // Eric // Ore ha tsune ni Rei wo aisuru // It's not too late, it's never too late says (7:50 PM):
Turn my body away from joo >>

Win. 8D

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[21:13] --.: Etincelle: Charmander's like you xD If he wont sleep with me, feels like you dun wanna either
[21:13] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: I do =P
[21:14] --.: Etincelle: Then talk some sense into him! D=
[21:14] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: *grabs charmander and strangles*
[21:14] --.: Etincelle: ;_; NO!
[21:14] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: fine fine >.>
[21:14] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: *lets go*
[21:15] --.: Etincelle: =takes him back and cuddles him.= ;o;
[21:15] --.: Etincelle: My poor baby.. ;-; I said TALK not hurt!
[21:16] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: >.>
[21:16] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: not my fault..
[21:16] --.: Etincelle: Now D<>
[21:16] --.: Etincelle: =sits him down beside joo.=
[21:17] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: >.>
[21:17] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: SLEEP WITH HER OR ELSE! *puts gun to charmanders head*
[21:18] --.: Etincelle: o.o
[21:18] --.: Etincelle: Charmander: 8D =blank stare.=
[21:18] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: >.>
[21:18] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: NOT TALKING EH?!
[21:18] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: *cocks gun and smooshes it into Charmander's head more* WELL I KNOW HOW TO DEAL WITH YOU
[21:19] --.: Etincelle: Charmander: 8D..
[21:19] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: ...
[21:19] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: BITCH! *pulls the trigger a few times... but forgot to load the gun*
[21:19] --.: Etincelle: Charmander: 8D
[21:19] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: >.>
[21:19] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: *punts*
[21:19] .Shugo//No...I AM GUNDAM!: I'D LIKE TO SEE YOU 8D NAO BITCH
[21:19] --.: Etincelle: T____T =catches him.=
[21:19] --.: Etincelle: Charmander: 8D

Lawl.
XD I finally got my weight.
Soo.
I used to be 115lbs.
Now I'm 94lbs. 8D
YAY ME.
Losing lotsa weight is funnn. 8D

[EDIT!
http://i176.photobucket.com/albums/w193/RABIDMAGICPOOF/naruhina.jpg
Cutest NaruHina sktechart evar!! xDD]

--.: Etincelle says (7:11 PM):
When you fall into a bottomless pit, you die of starvation.
Kaboose<3// Anyone wanna possibly come swimming on friday? [in class shh] says (7:12 PM):
not unless you eat yourself :o
--.: Etincelle says (7:12 PM):
Then you'd bleed to death. Before you could complete the eating process.
Kaboose<3// Anyone wanna possibly come swimming on friday? [in class shh] says (7:13 PM):
not if i ate my blood and made it go back insideee |: or if i suck it out and spit it back into my veins
Kaboose<3// Anyone wanna possibly come swimming on friday? [in class shh] says (7:13 PM):
-lame-
--.: Etincelle says (7:13 PM):
C'EST IMPOSSIBLE.
Kaboose<3// Anyone wanna possibly come swimming on friday? [in class shh] says (7:13 PM):
NEVAR
--.: Etincelle says (7:13 PM):
YESAR
Kaboose<3// Anyone wanna possibly come swimming on friday? [in class shh] says (7:13 PM):
NOO
--.: Etincelle says (7:13 PM):
YESS
Kaboose<3// Anyone wanna possibly come swimming on friday? [in class shh] says (7:14 PM):
anything is possible if you put your mind to ittt


I WANNA WATCH VAMPIRE KNIGHT GUILTY EPPY ONE BUT I HAVE TO WAIT. T___T
BOOOO!

And I gotta do a shit load of homework this weekend. e_e Ewww.
Bee tee double you. ;D
IT'S TURKEY DAY WEEKEND TOMORROW 8D
Monday is Thanksgiving!

The world is colorless and lonely without you..

Just feel..
Frustrated, angry, upset, and empty.
Guess..
I'm trying to push people away..
So I don't hurt them and I'm alone..
So.. Be happy.. Especially you, Sheep-Sheep.

Louder, louder
The voices in my head
Whispers taunting
All the things you said
Faster the days go by and I'm still
Stuck in this moment of wanting you here
Time
In the blink of an eye
You held my hand, you held me tight
Now you're gone
And I'm still crying
Shocked, broken
I'm dying inside
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Shadows linger
Only to my eye
I see you, I feel you
Don't leave my side
It's not fair
Just when I found my world
They took you, they broke you, they tore out your heart
I miss you, you hurt me
You left with a smile
Mistaken, your sadness
Was hiding inside
Now all that's left
Are the pieces to find
The mystery you kept
The soul behind a guise
Where are you
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Why did you go?
All these questions run through my mind
I wish I couldn't feel at all
Let me be numb
I'm starting to fall
Where are you?
I need you
Don't leave me here on my own
Speak to me
Be near me
I can't survive unless I know you're with me
Where are you?
Where are you?
You were smiling

You don't have to be alone.
Just call my name,
I'll stay by your side.

Y HALO THAR.
HOW R U?
I IZ GUD.
KTHX.
ILY.
8D

Um. o-o
Yeah.
Life is cool.
I'm pissed at a lot of people because they're pompous assholes. -_-
And I'm sick of listening to people bitch 24/7 and that's the only reason they talk to me.
Otherwise they ignore me.
Or act like I'm stupid.
And they're better than me.
-_-
You kinda people suck.

You're all I wanted
You're all I needed
And I won't forget the way you loved me
All that I wanted
All that I needed
On the way down
I saw you
And you saved me
From myself
And I won't forget
The way you loved me
On the way down
I almost fell right through
But I held onto you

BY THE WAY.
EVENTUALLY I WILL CHANGE THIS DAMN TEMPLATE.
To a more green one. 8D

My toes curled as I slowly slid through the darkened forest, not making a single sound as my feet padded along the ground. The wind whispered in my ears, telling me stories of the millions of years it traveled throughout the world, from culture to culture, learning new thing after new thing as it went on its mystical journey. And so I listened as I ran. And I ran and ran and ran.

I was running for my life. The clock was ticking. And time was running out. How bloody cliché.

I slipped. And I went tumbling down, my face smacking in a pile of mud-stained leaves, my knees slicing into rocks, and I winced at the pain, but knew I needed to proceed onwards. Slowly, I slammed my hands down onto the ground, forcing myself up, and sprinted forward, trying my hardest to ignore the searing pain in my joints. Adrenaline was running out for me.

My legs moved onwards automatically, my body becoming almost machine-like in my desperate run for salvation. And I breathed in gasping, and choking on oxygen as it entered my lungs, sucking in the gas too fast for my body to initiate its process of breathing. My heartbeat was racing faster than my feet hit the ground, and I stumbled on the slick foliage.

I heard a low monotonous cackling behind me, growing louder and louder with each step I took. I couldn’t tell which direction it was coming from, I was delusional in my panicked state as the voice seemed to be coming from every direction. Up, down, everywhere. It seeped into my bones, chilling me to the core, rattling my soul in despair.

I felt something tugging at my skin and clothing, slowing me down further in my frantic sprint. I didn't have the breath in me to shriek in fear. But my pace was deteriorating before my eyes.

The laughter grew louder and I was flung into a tree by the mysterious force, smashing my face into the wood, shattering my nose, and cracking my ribs. Blood gushed from my face, and slithered down my throat, and I choked on the liquid as it poured down my throat.

Suddenly, the air grew thicker, and I struggled to breathe even more to satisfy my racing heart. My eyes dimmed, and the world slowly turned to a dark shade of crimson. I blinked to try and refocus to see where it was, where the thing chasing me was. A shallow mist formed bit by bit, and I sat up slightly, looking around, and wrapping an arm around my aching chest.

I was lifted into the air, and turned around, my back being forced against the tree. Nails were driven into my arms, and I let out a piercing yelp as the pain shot through my whole body. The invisible force dug deep into my skin, and clawed chunks of flesh off, and tossed it to the ground without a care. My voice bellowed out with the pain over and over again, and even though my arms were attached to the great oak, I struggled with all my crumbling energy. But no matter how much I squirmed for freedom, I was glued to that damn tree.

The cackling never ceased, but only grew louder as my own voice did.

I looked down to my knees, and shrieked with fright. Something was slicing through my skin, and pierced through to the bone. My voice rose in octave as I bellowed out from the pain as I watched as my knee was sliced off and dropped to the ground with a thud. The slices grew higher and higher, growing closer and closer to my torso and abdomen.

”And now it’s time to cut off the fun parts.”

And in the end, I screamed and screamed and screamed.

You're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it up
You will live to tell.

I swear to fucking god there's something seriously wrong with me.
I mean. xD
I finally got what i wanted, but i'm not happy because I feel GUILTY for having what I always wanted to keep.
I feel bad for her.
She deserves happiness too.
So..
I keep contemplating on who's better for him.
I want him happy too.
Fuck my happiness.
Shit.
Not like I've done anything to deserve it.
I don't want to give him up, but I feel guilty for having him when someone else wants him.
This always happens.

Haha.
Crystal started harassing me as to who I was dating. xD
Literally.
And she was trying to grab me and kidnap me to force me to tell her.

I really do love him.
Which is why I want him happy.
With or without me in his life.

God I need someone's opinion on this.. x_x


You're better than drugs.