So.
Last night we took a temporary break.
For two weeks.
And.. I already cant handle it.
I want him..
But he likes someone else now..
So he's going out on a date with her. ;-;
And I'm just.. Gunna be alone..
And it hurts..
I cant eat or sleep.
My heart wont stop fucking hurting..
I just.. Wanna be good enough for him...
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So it's day one. I'm giving a day by day update. Why? Iuno..
Couldn't sleep last night. Woke up every hour or so and felt completely and utterly alone.
I have to be his best friend again..
So it's morning now. Talking to him.
I'm a fucking masochist.
He said.. maybe we'll shorten it.
He wants me there every day.
And it hurts.
More than anything else.. ;-;
I dont know if I can take this..
What if he likes his date with her?
What if he doesn't want me?
She's fucking.. So much like me..
Just real.
Just.. More out-going.
She's not shy..
After two years.. I wasn't good enough? x_x
If you read this, no telling anyone.. ._. But well, me.
Don't tell him..
Just let him be happy..
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