Guilt Guilt Guilt. - Chapter 28.

You're not alone
There is more to this i know
You can make it up
You will live to tell.

I swear to fucking god there's something seriously wrong with me.
I mean. xD
I finally got what i wanted, but i'm not happy because I feel GUILTY for having what I always wanted to keep.
I feel bad for her.
She deserves happiness too.
So..
I keep contemplating on who's better for him.
I want him happy too.
Fuck my happiness.
Shit.
Not like I've done anything to deserve it.
I don't want to give him up, but I feel guilty for having him when someone else wants him.
This always happens.

Haha.
Crystal started harassing me as to who I was dating. xD
Literally.
And she was trying to grab me and kidnap me to force me to tell her.

I really do love him.
Which is why I want him happy.
With or without me in his life.

God I need someone's opinion on this.. x_x


You're better than drugs.

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